Hurt Much

Hurt?
Who?
Nina is Hurt?

yup2...
i'm very hurt...i miss the old z, this z that different...

yes prior to that i am finally totally over him...
yes this is the first time i ever wrote publicly and admitting that this blogger, Nina Aziz likes+loved Zharif, her senior...why? IDK...

hahhaha...
but however, i was rejected when the first time, i hasn't give up...no i dont...

i still trying to stay close to him...

from the start of holiday, until yesterday...yup...yesterday...yesterday that just make me realize that the z that i knew before holiday is gone...
yesterday i knew because of the text message from him...the one that says i didn't held my phone 24/7,n i didnt like to reply text message...

for heaven sake z, i knew it u juz irritated wif me, and juz dont want me to like u anymore rite?

so sir i may say that u got ur wish come true...

now, i am super duper plus mega major hating u, and most importantly i'm too over u...
hahaaha...
but why, why when i wanna laugh bout him, i juz felt like a part of me being torn up?shredded to pieces...

why??

well the only thing i wanna know, where is the old z, the one that i felt in love wif gone to?
why did he left?

Z can u juz gave me an answer?