Why we have am I not bless with understanding FRIENDS??

Well one thing i should say, I hate having friends like from the day before i even know what is friends!!!
Bloody hell!!!
i wanna cry now...
Aisyah!! i give up on trusting people...
i give up on having close friends...
like yup..totally give up...
it's hard 4 me to smile willingly n sincerely...
damn hard n difficult...
idk...i just wanna stop...
why am i not dead by now?

Total Tense!!!Tsunami is Coming...

okey first of shit!!!hell shit!!!
okey i'm totally piss off due to :
1. my bloody phone...n those who juz knoe to text me...my phone is broken 4 heaven sake..i cant read ur text msj...
2. the incoming pre-law dinner..okey..where's the hell the other PL1J girls?? i got to volunteer like hell hate it...argh!!!!4 heaven sake i'm not going k..dun force me...
3. is the pre-law tshirt...well..how come our class money is loss..wtf!!!!!totally...

so today iwould called it the pissed off day of totally pissed off...