Why we have am I not bless with understanding FRIENDS??

Well one thing i should say, I hate having friends like from the day before i even know what is friends!!!
Bloody hell!!!
i wanna cry now...
Aisyah!! i give up on trusting people...
i give up on having close friends...
like yup..totally give up...
it's hard 4 me to smile willingly n sincerely...
damn hard n difficult...
idk...i just wanna stop...
why am i not dead by now?

Total Tense!!!Tsunami is Coming...

okey first of shit!!!hell shit!!!
okey i'm totally piss off due to :
1. my bloody phone...n those who juz knoe to text me...my phone is broken 4 heaven sake..i cant read ur text msj...
2. the incoming pre-law dinner..okey..where's the hell the other PL1J girls?? i got to volunteer like hell hate it...argh!!!!4 heaven sake i'm not going k..dun force me...
3. is the pre-law tshirt...well..how come our class money is loss..wtf!!!!!totally...

so today iwould called it the pissed off day of totally pissed off...

Paramore n MCR Crazy!!!

ok today i juz wanna blab bout PARAMORE n MCR..huhuhu

my favourite band in the world...

huhuhu...
well all of my friend goes really WHAT??
nina u like this kind of band??music...

duh...they r the best!!!

n thats why they like hell nina u like dark side...n u r like too cute 4 it...plus u hyperactiveness...hahaha

i still love dark side...both MCR n PARAMORE>>muahahhaha...

actually...i was clueless today...so tootles..

P/S: Su juz inform me, what theater having a buka puasa nite??

A live after a day of Hyperactivity...

Muaahhaha...yes start my new post with my evil laugh!!!


okey... i am very excited today due to...well..i miss that cute guy...n i juz got to see him verryyyy close...muahahaha...so sweet...
n also got to hear his sweet voice...seriously he got the most sweetest voice 4 a guy...

ok22...

next agenda is yeay!!!i'm not sick!!!yup2...so that the 2nd major reason why i am hyperactive today!!!!evil laugh again muahahahahaha....

oh yes...next major reason...home sweet home...mummy daddy dini, tini faris!!!!huuhhuuh...miss them lorh especially this fasting month...want to break my fast wif them lorh....

huhuuh...but...need to study2...yup2...dun wanna fail this 1st sem!!!
chaiyok2 NINA!!!huhuhu...

n lastly, thank u to Abg Azfar for treating me n Linda today...

n very the lastly....sleep tight...coz i wanna dream of his sweet smile!!!

Later on the day...

Well..today ends well not very well...
i cant tell u why...but i can share what i do today n what i cant do today...

Ramadhan, of course i cannot eat, well duh, i'm not that hungry...huhuuh...
well today for the first time i wore a mask to class, but for heaven sake, it's killing me!!!!super duper hate the mask...

why i'm wearing a mask??
i have a fever, coughing n flu...
hey not swine flu... i almost fainted today except i always encouraging myself, puasa is important, honey!!
i slept during miss izzati's class today at BK1 at 2 - 4, due to the panadol n flu pills i take 4 sahur...waaa...very sleepy...even PQ n Bear came n asked why i'm not in my hyperactive or kanak-kanak ribena mode...i'm sick!!!

waaa...
sorry miss!!!i never slept in class n due bcoz of that pills i slept in class!!!

hahahaha...

k moral of the story is never took panadols as sahur or dont ever take it unless u r really sick like hell...

Sick, Cold and Major Sick incoming!!!

Hmmm...today felt very sick...yup sick to the power of 2...
that's what u get when u played in the rain...
but not played like before ramadhan, juz strolling in the rain...
felt each drop of the rain on ur face, ur clothes and all parts of ur body...
hahahah...okey i admit i'm pretty craziee...

what i like are;

1. Reading -->yup really crazzieee bout reading, history, novels any kind...
2. Rains -->i really love to play in the rain especially when i'm sad...
3. Chocolates --> sweet delicious milky with nuts and crispy chocolates yum...hehe..
4. Friends --> i really loves to make friends but hate to stay too close with them...
5. Panda--> my laptop here name is panda....
6. BunBun --> he is my teddy bunny...so cute n cuddly really looks real...
7. Blogs ---> got three blog one for my lecture, the other one is to discuss bout current issues n then this one...to express myself...

hmm..then why i love the rain...
i can cry in the rain n people dont know which is ur tears n the rains...hahahhah

plus in the rain i felt like all the negative aura in me is washed away...

actually idk what to blabber...so daaa...

The Story As this Far...

Assalamualaikum....

hurm...by today and these past few days I've learn bout the real meaning of friendship...

and i'm glad that i am gifted with lots of friends and i really value some of them...

1st friend i really valued is Linda....
why u may ask...well this is because how she stood up to me infront of Z...yes she confront him n point up to him his mistake...even though at that time i really wanna slap her for doing that...but i really glad i didnt do it...

Next is Ain n Neysa, i realy treasure them equally...
well, i may not have any girl friend close to me here except them..they always be by my side...when i was crying due to sms from Z, like ain was there to comfort me...and well yes this is the secret between not me with them u, my reader n me, well i secretly do like the guy that they want me to like instead of Z... yup, so dont tell them n i dont want to repeat the same mistake with Z...

Next to Ain n Neysa is my abang, IRWAN...i'm very close with him..he understand me like Ain n Neysa do except the part why i like Z..huhuhu...sorry abg, he also like Ain n Neysa prefer me with the other guy than Z..haha...so the secret also kept away from him...

then we come to Kamal...hm..idk why now i'm in good relation with him...well before this i despise him...now we are like good friends...well one thing i like with him is how we can work together...he can rely on me 4 some of his class rep jobs,juz one thing hello u cant kept a secret from KAMAL...hahha

next is sometime innocent syamil...well when he try to talk he will talk non stop until he bored u to death!!!but it is a great fun when u want to discuss with him...

well...that the story of friend...

then the stroy of lecture n stduy...

well firstly of cutest lecture ever for our BEL120, Miss Chomell or Miss Rafidah...our miss is very sporting n u can share secrets with her n that's how she know i like Z...her class is the best class we ever attend n we always looking forward 4 her class...

then our sweet Miss Izzati,for BEL130, well sometime she is very innocent, the best thing is she is a TVXQ's fan...she loves YooChun...plus value she looks very cute when she was thinkin, well my classmates do agree to..we love to make her wonder n adore her cute face...

next is our MTC012 lecture, Miss Salma or we known her as Miss Sally, hmmm...what bout her, she well...sometime her mood swings..yup2...at one time she will laugh with u, n in a jiffy she will be like a lioness...but still i do respect her...

our only lecture with the title MDM..MDM Rohayati...well she rarely mad at us...she is a good lecture, i love how she taught us MTC016...

n our only sir in this sem, MR Shahadan...hahha...he will always gets on you....hahaha...he is very sporting, u know...he even ask us to sit closely together during CSC134 test...he even asked us to copy the answer from our friends...hahahah.....

after lectures, is CLUBS...

i got 3 clubs, Pre-Law, Theather and Debate...this is the one that i am confirm to come every meeting they have...
Pre-Law Club is a compulsory since i know most of the HiCom ie, Izzat, Faliq, Ikhwan n Ezwar...huhuhu...
In Theather Club, because i'm quite close with the seniors, such as Abg Faizal, Abg Y, Abg Dani, Abg Fiq, Abg Wan, Abg Jalil, Kak A'ah, n Kak Fiqa, n addition to it is this club u can laugh out loud soooo often n we jokes around with each other everytime we met...
n lastly my long life passion club Debate...well i really love debate plus i am quite close with Emillea n Izzat plus FD, Aimi, Nina n other member...

n that is my story as far...

Hurt Much

Hurt?
Who?
Nina is Hurt?

yup2...
i'm very hurt...i miss the old z, this z that different...

yes prior to that i am finally totally over him...
yes this is the first time i ever wrote publicly and admitting that this blogger, Nina Aziz likes+loved Zharif, her senior...why? IDK...

hahhaha...
but however, i was rejected when the first time, i hasn't give up...no i dont...

i still trying to stay close to him...

from the start of holiday, until yesterday...yup...yesterday...yesterday that just make me realize that the z that i knew before holiday is gone...
yesterday i knew because of the text message from him...the one that says i didn't held my phone 24/7,n i didnt like to reply text message...

for heaven sake z, i knew it u juz irritated wif me, and juz dont want me to like u anymore rite?

so sir i may say that u got ur wish come true...

now, i am super duper plus mega major hating u, and most importantly i'm too over u...
hahaaha...
but why, why when i wanna laugh bout him, i juz felt like a part of me being torn up?shredded to pieces...

why??

well the only thing i wanna know, where is the old z, the one that i felt in love wif gone to?
why did he left?

Z can u juz gave me an answer?

A Little Too Not Over You

Oohhhh oh, oh..

It never crossed my mind at all.
It's what I tell myself.
What we had has come and gone.
You're better off with someone else.
It's for the best, I know it is.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside,
And I turn around.
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you....

Memories, supposed to fade.
What's wrong with my heart?
Shake it off, let it go.
Didn't think it'd be this hard.
Should be strong, movin' on.
But I see you.
Sometimes I try to hide
What I feel inside.
And I turn around,
You're with him now.
I just can't figure it out.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Maybe I regret everything I said,
No way to take it all back, yeah...
Now I'm on my own..
How I let you go, I'll never understand.
I'll never understand, yeah, oohh..
Oohhh, oohhh, oohhhh..
Oohhh, ooohhhh, oohhh.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
I'm just a little too not over you.

Tell me why it's so hard to forget.
Don't remind me, I'm not over it.
Tell me why I can't seem to face the truth.
And I really don't know what to do.
I'm just a little too not over you.
Not over you, oohhh..


--->Credits to Lyricsmania.com

Why this song??

well for that some 1, i juz wanna say maybe i give up on u but that doesnt mean i'm over u...

Love is a weird game, u may wanna give up, but u can't get over a guy...

well thats me...i wanna give up on that guy,but i can't get over him...
well not for now i guys,but in the future who knows...maybe he'll be juz like Amir, i take time to forget Amir...i juz get over amir this year during NS about Dis to Mac i guess...

well for that guy, maybe i will not get over u, or taking my time 4 it, but i wanna say it is a pleasure 4 me to like u...

and maybe i will like u 4 ever...who knows...

k taa....

enjoy this song k...

Love, should the girl confess first or not?

well..it is a cheesy topic plus lame...

but still i need some opinion, whether if you like a guy do you confess first or he confess first??

i still think that it is not wrong but it is still weird right??

why do we love a guy but we didnt have the guts to tell him so...
well idk what the fucking shit i'm talking but i felt like to talk bout it so i talk...

well maybe when we like someone are we being some kind of stalker??

well i do felt like i want to know everything bout that person...hell yeah i'm craziiee....

screw me...huk3....

k i dont know what to blab or being crazie more...

soo tootles...

Prima Facie

Prima facie means first face or more likely first impression, however, in legal system prima facie is one that at first glance presents sufficient evidence for the plaintiff to win

hurm...however in this very first post, i would like to say that nice to meet all of the people who are willing to read the crap that i am writing, between malay and english, i would prefer to write in english, because my confidence level in english is high...

well that made my first prima facie PPSMI...the demolishing of PPSMI...

do you really agree with it?

i in the first place totally disagree....why because our malay student doesn't really show good improvement in english whether before or after PPSMI, however this plan should have been carried out step by step, starting with primary school, make english a compulsory to learn,

people refuse to learn english because they didn't see the importance of it, they didn't see the beauty of a languange and they refuse to see the advantages of the languange..

the elder usually said when you want to learn something, love it first because when you are loving it, it worth to try to learn....

we do what we love and we achieve it for our personal pleasure, I myself did poorly in MATH but by converting it to ENglish during my time, i manage to get a b3...well that not really bad...

lately i was asking myself is english really worth more than we could expect?

Yes of course, we need english even to survive in university level...there is no books in malay here....hear hear!!

it is a plus value for the students who are taking LAW as their course....it really worth it...

in finally thank you for reading....